sad

                    feeling  sad   ...
                      steely  gray   ...
                     like a piece of used up steel wool
                       rolled in a ball
                     and thrown in a dusty corner.
                      feeling lonely
                       missing you
                      feeling sad
                                         missing.     feeling.
                     wondering about you
                      and what's going on in your head
                     wondering about you
                      and what's going on in your head.
                       grieving
                        the loss of you
                        as close to me...
                       my best friend
                        leaving me...
                                            going.
                       going somewhere
                        going now
                                            going.
                      too  busy        too  this
                       too  that      too you
                      too enclosed in
                      too enclosed in in in in in in in in in
                         to call
                         me
                       who needs you
                         me
                       who has loved you
                         me
                       who had a best friend
                         me.
                     alone   watching
                          hurting     hoping
                     letting you choose your road
                     letting you live your life     your way.
                    now .........tired of
                       hurting   waiting   wondering.
                        tired   saddened
                        slowly packing,
                         i
                         too
                       will soon be going.
                   
                        going  somewhere
                         going soon
                                              going.