what really hurts ....


   

                                          what really hurts
                                                                  is   that
                                  life is not as we think it should be
                                                      nor
                                  as we would like it to be
                          but
                                  simply ......
                                          much of life and circumstance
                                                  is
                                                     as it is ......
                              and we merely have to adjust
                                                                 and change
                                                                         
        ourselves
                                  to fit into the pattern
                                                  of what is,
                                  to accept the reality
                                                  of what is.
                              contenting ourselves
                                  in the little happinesses
                                                          of each day ......
                                  moments when we reach
                                                          across the depths
                                  and touch another's solitude ......
                               sharing occasionally
                                                  the short embraces ... fragile
        breaths
                                                    of brightness          
        warmth
                                                          or caringness.
                                  moments when life
                                                  seems to fit,
                                          our souls stand calm
                                                  at home in peace ......
                           and then the drum begins to beat
                                  the ancient rhythm
                                          carved in tears
                              and
                                  hurting tiptoes blithely in
                                  and takes its place
                                                  as if by right ......
                                  and we remember
                                                  life,
                                                          our life
                                  and how it is
                                                  as it is
                                  not as we think it should be
                                              nor
                                  as we would like it to be
                          but
                                  simply
                                                  as it is ...
                                                                  and the
        hurting
                                                                  really hurts
                                                                          again.


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