secret world


            i dream about
             you
              at night
            in my secret world
            and
             you still want me
             you still want  me.
            no one can touch us there
            no one can spoil
                            the unfolding.
            i see you
            i am with you...
             smell the
             sweet familiar fragrance
              of your hair
             bury my face
             and breathe you in.
            i act out my fantasy
            i act out the scenes
               i miss.
            you are alive at night
            a willing partner
              in the dance
            a willing partner
              in my secret world.
            no worry       no fears
                       about
            wounds   wars    tears.
                   i don't have to  hide
             or be hidden
            i don't have to camouflage
             my actions
                          or desires.
            i just dream
                    alone
            in my secret world.


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